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It
was further away than we thought. The ship had landed in a deep
bed of vegetation and despite our sensitive instruments we had not
been able to get an accurate reading. It was misspelt vegetation,
precariously clutching to each other and the invisible earth. We
couldn't tell how high or low we were as we walked along the leaves
and branches.
Archon,
one of our small group, slipped once but his fall was stopped just
a meter below, even if u had wanted to u cdnt have made it much
further down. Despite the thick vegetation there was a curious absence
of sound. All we could hear was our own breathing and the rustling
of our footsteps. It seemed we had been walking for hours and there
was still no sign of it. Our chronometers didn't seem to be working
properly for they showed only one hour as having passed since we
left the relative safety of the ship. The double sun hardly heated
us and it's light was pale, almost like the Earth's moon.
Franton called for a stop with that rough voice of his that had
been so useful for us on so many different worlds. I recalled that
time when a couple of young men had tried to steal his bag in the
spaceport of Ahelia and he had let out such a roar that they both
had been literally petrified and the local militia had had to carry
them away. Idly i wondered what had happened to them, had they been
able to move again ?
We
sat down on a patch of thick leaves and looked at each other. We
were seven in the group - Archon, Franton, Rebelton, Saliston, Freanon,
Alistion and myself - all wearing the standard outfits of our ship
- loose blue trousers and jackets, t-shirts, belts with various
attachments and carefully worded caps.
Saliston
spoke up, her softly phrased speech sounding loud in the silence,
"this place is really bizarre, with all this vegetation there
isn't even an insect .."
Her
voice tailed off. Archon replied "yes it is bizarre but none
of our instruments reveal any danger to our organisms, mind you
seeing as how they aren't working so well on this planet i'm not
sure how much we can trust them ..."
Everyone
looked uneasy. Rebelton lit up and passed around a spliff. Everyone
took a few puffs on the strong smelling cigarette charged with hydroponic
zero/g weed. The smoke relaxed and alerted us. We got up to walk
again.
As
we walked i started to hear sounds. They were so tiny as that I
could hardly say that they were sounds. They were like tiny scrapings
or scratchings located at the very edge of my hearing, in that zone
that is like the twilight of the senses. I dismissed them as being
internally created, blood in my veins, breath in my ears. But they
continued. I caught up with Freanon, a black giant of a man, and
asked him if he could hear anything. He looked at me surprised.
"I'm
only hearing the beating of my heart in my ears , the breath coming
in and out of my lungs .. " he said.
i
thanked him and we walked on absorbed in keeping our footing on
the treacherous surface and in the minimal sounds that were becoming
more and more fascinating for me. The sounds were indeed like hearing
the whispers of the functioning of the body, i seemed to be hearing
my molecular functioning, but as it were from a distance. "We
should be there soon" called out Archon, startling us in the
silence, "keep your eyes open".
We
walked on. It was hard to keep attentive to the outside world. I
was becoming more and more engrossed in the sounds that i was hearing
inside me. Now it was like insect's wings rubbing against each other,
then like the winds that breath between the stars. I began to find
it beautiful, the most beautiful music i had ever heard.
I
looked at the others. Everybody seemed quite normal and i didnt
want to interrupt my concert so i didnt say anything. Now the sounds
were suggesting the warmth of the most intimate spaces of the body
and those tiny sounds somehow opened up a universe in my heart,
some kind of space that seemed to go on forever and that only the
sounds made accessible. Only these sounds, only those sounds.
I
remembered as i walked and listened, a story that my grandfather
had told me, long ago, before he died in the accident. He had told
me of a group of people that he had hung out with in his youth who
had been obsessed with what he had called dreamsounds. They had
collected sounds from dreams with a special instrument and had built
mesmerising music from them. According to my grandfather the group
had been banned for, he said "danger to the public order".
When i had asked him what did he mean, he smiled and said "once
you hear the dreamsounds you arent interested in anything else,
you just want to keep on hearing them".
I
was startled from my memories by Archon's voice. "According
to my calculations this is the place" We all looked around.
There seemed nothing remarkable. The plain of vegetation stretched
unevenly out on all sides of us as it had ever since we had left
the ship. "We need to go down".
We
all looked at each other uneasily. The thought of trying to work
our way down into that vegetation was daunting. Yet we all knew
that we were here to find it and we would all do whatever necessary
for the success of our mission, to free humanity forever from work.
The sounds were continuing, more beautiful even than before. I didnt
want to mention them to anyone else, they seemed so personal, so
fragile and i didnt want to let them go. I looked at the others,
trying to see if they were hearing them too. It was hard to see
the expressions in that pale light and so i cdnt be sure.
I
found myself speaking, my voice sounded so rough and blunt that
it was almost painful "I can wait up here for you all. You
can go down with a cord and I will keep the end of it and be the
connection with the ship" In reality all i wanted to do was
sit down and listen to the music. To my surprise Archon accepted
the arrangement. He gave me a tracker, telling me to contact the
ship immediately if I could no longer see them on it, and we tied
the end of a superstrong cord to a branch. As we prepared i tried
again to see if anybody else might be hearing those sounds. I couldn't
see any evidence. For me now they were like the sweeping cords of
a violin as big as a world, terribly deep and longing. It was moving
me so much, I hardly trusted myself to speak. I shook hands with
the group and wished them luck. Hacking with machetes they started
to make their way down to the surface of the planet.
I
sat down, my hand on the rope and allowed myself to be absorbed
into the sounds. Soon I could no longer feel or hear anything else,
I was inside something that was at the same time so vast and so
microscopic that the concept of space itself collapsed. I was hovering
on the edges of black holes hearing the songs of the micro and macrocosms.
Until
i felt something brush my cheek .......
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what
is the secret that will free humanity from work ? who is making
the music ? what has brushed Lindion's cheek ? find out next month
in ZOOEBAP ....
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